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Dabeer Ki Kisi Baat Say Mujhay Inkaar To Na Tha Yeh Sach Hi To Tha Kay Mai'n Haqeeqat Say Faraar Hasil Kar Kay Un Bato'n Mai'n Khoi Rehti Thi Jin Ka Amli Towr Par Tasawwur Bhi Na Mumkin Tha, Laikin Mai'n Bhi Kiya Karti Jo Kuch Mairay Daman Mai'n Tha Wahi To Un Kay Hawalay Kar Sakti Thi...Mairay Daman Mai'n To Mayoosiya'n Thee'n, Tashnagi Thi, Aansu Thay, Mehroomiya'n Thee'n Phir Mai'n Kis Tarha Un Kay Daman Ko Umeedo'n, Aasudgi Owr Khushiyo'n Say Bhar Daiti?...
Mai'n Chahay Laakh Dabeer Ki Taraf Na Daikhti, Chahay Un Say Baat Na Karti, Laikin Aesa Mai'n Dil Say To Na Chahti Thi...Mai'n To Bas Us Dabeer Say Door Hoti Chali Gai Thi Jo Mairi Us Zindagi Ka Saathi Tha Jaha'n Dukho'n Owr Aziyato'n Kay Siwa Kuch Na Tha...
Jo Dabeer Mairi Khuabo'n Ki Duniya Mai'n Maira Hamsafar Tha Us Ko Na To Duniya Ki Maslaihtai'n Nazar Aati Thee'n Na Hi Majbooriya'n Us Kay Qadam Rok Pati Thee'n...Us Ki To Sharartai' Owr Chohlai'n Hi Na Rukti Thee'n, Us Ki To Batai'n Hi Khatam Na Hoti Thee'n...Us Ki Baato'n Par Mai'n Hans Hans Kar Thak Jati, Laikin Majaal Hay Jo Woh Shararto'n Say Baaz Aa Jata...Amma'n Owr Abba Kitna Khush Hotay Thay Jab Un Ki Rija Owr Dabeer Khushiyo'n Kay Jhoolay Par Sawaar Pyar Ki Peengai'n Barhatay...
Mai'n Isi Tarha Khuabo'n Owr Haqeeqato'n Kay Darmiyan Safar Karti Waqt Ko Peechay Dhakailti Hui Aagay Barhti Rahi...
Dayem School Ki Taraf Say Apnay Teachers Owr Doosray Students Kay Saath Shaher Say Bahar Visit Kay Liye Gaya Huwa Tha...Dabeer Bhi Ghar Say Bahar Thay...Mai'n Gellary Mai'n Khari Oonchai Say Sarak Par Chalti Gariyo'n Ko Bay Dhiyani Say Daikh Rahi Thi...Itnay Mai'n Dabeer Ka Phone Aa Gaya Kay '' Gari Kharab Ho Gai Hay..Mai'n Shaher Say Abhi Faslay Par Hoo'n.. Mujhay Dair Ho Jaey Gi Tum Pareshan Na Hona ...Tum Aesa Karo Kay Julia Kay Ghar Chali Jao Mai'n Aa Kar Us Kay Ghar Ki Bell Baja Doo'n Ga...''
Maira Dil Dhak Say Reh Gaya, Mai'n Sehem Si Gai ...Is Waqt Julia Ka Baita Owr Showher Sab Ghar Aa Chukay Hotay Thay Owr Khanay Kay Baad Sonay Ki Tayyari Kar Rahay Hotay Thay...Mujhay Acha To Nahi Lag Raha Tha...Mai'n Nay Us Kay Ghar Janay Kay Liye Chabiya'n Uthaaei'n Hi Thee'n Kay Raghib Mai'n Door Khol Kar Ander Chala Aaya...Maira Dil Buri Tarha Kaanpnay Laga Laikin Mai'n Nay Us Par Zahir Na Honay Diya....
'' Tumharay Abbu Bas Aanay Hi Walay Hai'n Julia Nay Mujhay Bulaya Hay Mai'n Us Kay Ghar Ja Rahi Hoo'n ''...
'' Is Waqt Owr Julia Kay Ghar? '' Mujhay Mairay Dost Nay Bataya Hay Kay Abbu Ki Gari Kharab Ho Gai Hay...Woh Loge Abhi Sheher Say Bahar Hi Hai'n... Us Kay Uncle Bhi Abbu Kay Saath Hi Hai'n...Isi Liye Mai'n Ghar Chala Aaya Kay Dayem Bhi Ghar Par Nahi Hay Aap Akeli Pareshan Ho Rahi Ho'n Gi '' Woh Mujhay Ghowr Say Daikhtay Huway Itminaan Say Bola...
'' Mujhay Kuch Nahi Sunna.. Maira Waqt Na Barbaad Karo Julia Maira Intizaar Kar Rahi Ho Gi, Mujhay Dair Hui To Woh Khud Chali Aaey Gi ''... Maira Laihja Taiz Ho Gaya Jab Kay Maira Dil Pattay Ki Tarha Kaanp Raha Tha...
'' Acha Chali Jaiye Ga Paihlay Mairi Baat To Sun Lijiye '' Wo Gallery Walay Room Kay Darwazay Par Is Tarha Khara Ho Gaya Kay Usay Hataey Baghair Mai'n Guzar Na Sakti Thi...
'' Ragib Yeh Kiya Battamizi Hay? Hato Yaha'n Say Warna Mai'n Bouhat Buri Tarha Paish Aau'n Gi...Abhi Isi Waqt Ghar Say Chalay Jao, Jab Dabeer Aaei'n Tab Aana '' Mujhay Apnay Laihjay Ka Khokla Pan Khud Mehsoos Ho Raha Tha Laikin Mai'n Chilla Uthi...
Mairay Muqaddar Ki Tarha Raat Ki Siyahi Bhi Barhti Chali Ja Rahi Thi...Raghib Kay Qadam Na'Paak Irado'n Say Mairi Janib Barh Rahay Thay Owr Mai'n Ghair Mehsoos Tareeqay Say Gellary Ki Janib Sirak Rahi Thi...Us Pal Kitna Wehshi Owr Bay'Rehem Lag Raha Tha Raghib...Mai'n Hosh Mai'n Hi Kaha'n Thi...Charo'n Taraf Say Mujhay Aawazai'n Aati Mehsoos Ho Rahi Thee'n...Amma'n Ki Aawazai'n, Abba Ki Aawazai'n, Dabeer Ki Aawazai'n Owr Dayem Kay Ronay Ki Aawazai'n Mairay Kaan Kay Parday Pharay Day Rahi Thee'n Kay Jaisay Sab Mairi Laash Say Lipat Kar Bain Kar Rahay Ho'n...Apnay Sar Deewaro'n Say Takra Rahay Ho'n...
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Jo Sachai Ka Alam Amma'n Nay Mairay Hatho'n Mai'n Thamaya Tha Woh Sar'Nigoo'n Honay Ko Tha, Sabr Ka Daman Mairay Na'Tawa'n Hatho'n Mai'n Taar Taar Honay Ko Tha...Bay'Izzati Kay Kitnay Hi Niwalay Mairay Halaq Mai'n Phansay Huway Thay Jis Say Mairi Saans Ruki Ja Rahi Thi...Mairay Sabr, Mairi Wafa, Mairay Eisaar Owr Khamoshi Ka Zaiwar Dakoo Lootnay Ko Tha...Izzat Par Zaroorat Owr Maslaihat Hi Chadar Parti Kab Say Mai'n Daikh Rahi Thi...Abba Ka Sar Jhuknay Kay Qareeb Tha...
Mairi Bay'Noor Hoti Aankho'n Mai'n Dayem Owr Dabeer Ki Hansti Owr Roti Shaklai'n Gudmud Ho Rahi Thee'n...Mai'n Nay Tareek Aasman Ki Taraf Apni Bay'Noor Si Nazrai'n Uthaei'n To Amaa'n Owr Abba Ki Shaklai'n Nazar Aaei'n..Un Ki Aankho'n Say Aansu Beh Rahay Thay...Abba Nay Mairay Sar Par Say Apna Thanda, Larazta Huwa Haath Hata Liya Tha...Mairi Nazro'n Mai'n Abba Kay Liye Tashakkur Ubhar Aaya...
Abba Ka Haath Mairay Sar Say Hata To Mujh Ko Khud Mai'n Aik Anjaani Si Taqat Mehsoos Hui...Mai'n Jo Hamaisha Chirya Ki Tarha Sehmi Rehti Thi Mujhay Khud Mai'n Aik Sherni Si Jaagti Mehsoos Hui...
Mai'n Khisakti Hui Bilkul Railing Say Ja Lagi Thi...Gallery Mai'n Gamlo'n Kay Paas Hi Shakhai'n Chaantnay Wali Qainchi Rakhi Thi...Raghib Ko Mujh Say Aesi Koi Umeed Na Thi Owr Na Hi Mujhay Khud Say Aesi Tawaqoh Thi...Sab Kuch Aanan Faanan Huwa...Mai'n Nay Qainchi Poori Quwwat Say Raaghib Kay Dil Kay Muqaam Par Day Mari...Khoon Ka Fawwara Raghib Kay Saath Saath Mujhay Bhi Khoon Alood Kar Gaya...Woh Khoon Mai'n Lithra Huwa Railing Par Adha Latak Sa Gaya Tha...Mairay Ander To Shayed Koi Jin Hulool Kar Gaya Tha...Mujh Mai'n Bala Ki Taqat Aa Gai Thi...Mujhay Kuch Hosh Na Tha Kay Mai'n Kiya Kar Rahi Hoo'n...
Raghib Kay Lataktay Jism Ko Mai'n Nay Pakra Owr Poori Quwwat Say Gallery Say Neechay Uchaal Diya...Us Ka Jism Jaisay Urta Huwa Sarak Par Ja Gira Owr Taizi Say Khoon Nikal Kar Us Kay Ird Gird Ikhatta Honay Laga...Mai'n Nay Hiqarat Say Us Kay Bay Jaan Jism Ki Taraf Daikha... Aik Dam Hi Mai'n Bay'Jaan Si Ho Kar Haanpti Hui, Neem Bay'Hoshi Ki Halat Mai'n Wahee'n Gallery Mai'n Hi Gir Pari...
Logo'n Ka Shor Bhinbhinahat Ki Tarha Mairi Sama'At Say Takra Raha Tha Owr Ab Un Mai'n Sab Say Wazay Aawaaz Police Ki Gariyo'n Kay Syron Ki Thi...
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Mujhay Is Jail Mai'n 2 Saal Honay Ko Aaey, Abhi Tak Yeh Case Chal Raha Hay...
Jawaan Baitay Ki Mowt Ka Gham Uthaey, Bouhat Say Sadmo'n Ko Galay Say Lagaey Dabeer Paihchanay Nahi Jatay, Mairay Masoom Dayem Ko Halaat Nay Waqt Say Paihlay Jawaan Owr Sanjeeda Kar Diya Hay...Mujhay Kuch Nahi Pata Kay Mairay Case Ka Kiya Banay Ga?...
Mairi Aabla Paai Ka Yeh Safar To Zindagi Ki Aakhri Saans Tak Jaari Rahay Ga, Raghib Kay Wujood Kay Saath Saath Mairay Khuabo'n Ki Duniya Bhi Maqtool Ho Chuki Hay...Mujhay Apnay Kiye Ka Ratti Bhar Koi Pachtawa Nahi...Sukoon Aawar Adwiyaat Aaj Bhi Mairi Jaey Panah Hai'n...Jin Ko Kha Kar Mai'n Ghaafil To Ho Jati Hoo'n Laikin Na Amma'n Mujhay Galay Laganay Aati Hai'n Na Hi Abba Ka Dast-e-Shafqat Mujhay Naseeb Hota Hay, Mairay Khuabo'n Ka Dabeer Maira Saath Chor Baitha Hay,Mairay Dayem Ki Qalqariya'n Dam Tor Chuki Hai'n, Mairay Khuabo'n Ki Jannat Mai'n Aag Lag Chuki Hay Jis Ki Jalti Raakh Tak Ab Ur Chuki Hay...Haa'n Aesay Holnaak Khuab Zaroor Nazar Aatay Hai'n Jin Say Dehel Kar Mai'n Uth Jaati Hoo'n....
Tanhaai Mujhay Maazi Ka Aaina Dikhati Rehti Hay... Koi Aik Yaad Maira Peecha Nahi Chorti...Kiya Mai'n Yeh Sab Bhula Sakti Hoo'n? Rehaai Ki Koi Aarzu Mairay Dil Mai'n Nahi Panapti, Kisi Shaakh-e-Umeed Par Koi Konpal Nahi Phoot'Ti, Mairi Aankhai'n Aansuo'n Say Khali Ho Chuki Hai'n Owr Dil To Kisi Qabristan Ka Pata Daita Hay...
Mairay Paas Koi Suboot Nahi Kay Raghib Nahi Bal'Kay Maqtool To Mai'n Hui Hoo'n...Dafn Raghib Ko Nahi Mujhay Kiya Jaey...Mairi Zakhmo'n Say Choor Bay'Jaan Rooh Kisi Ko Nazar Nahi Aati...Mai'n Apna Lahoo Kis Kay Hatho'n Par Talaash Karoo'n? Mairay Qatilo'n Ko Kab Saza Milay Gi?... Mujhay To Aseer Huway Sadiya'n Beet Gai Hai'n...Mairi To Rooh Tak Is Aseeri Ki Aadi Ho Chuki Hay...Jis Say Nijaat Ab Mumkin Hi Nahi Rahi...Koi Mujhay Kis Kis Baat Say Rehaai Dilaey Ga, Kisi Aik Yaad Say Bhi Rehaai Mumkin Nahi Rahi, Mairay Muqaddar Mai'n Na Koi Nijaat Dehenda Hay Owr Na Hi Mujhay Rehaai Ki Koi Talab Hay...Mai'n Is Misray Ki Chalti Phirti Tasweer Ban Chuki Hoo'n...
'' Itnay Manoos Sayaad Say Ho Gaey Ab Rehaai Milay Gi To Mar Jaei'n Gay ''
(Written By Haya)[/COLOR]
Dabeer Ki Kisi Baat Say Mujhay Inkaar To Na Tha Yeh Sach Hi To Tha Kay Mai'n Haqeeqat Say Faraar Hasil Kar Kay Un Bato'n Mai'n Khoi Rehti Thi Jin Ka Amli Towr Par Tasawwur Bhi Na Mumkin Tha, Laikin Mai'n Bhi Kiya Karti Jo Kuch Mairay Daman Mai'n Tha Wahi To Un Kay Hawalay Kar Sakti Thi...Mairay Daman Mai'n To Mayoosiya'n Thee'n, Tashnagi Thi, Aansu Thay, Mehroomiya'n Thee'n Phir Mai'n Kis Tarha Un Kay Daman Ko Umeedo'n, Aasudgi Owr Khushiyo'n Say Bhar Daiti?...
Mai'n Chahay Laakh Dabeer Ki Taraf Na Daikhti, Chahay Un Say Baat Na Karti, Laikin Aesa Mai'n Dil Say To Na Chahti Thi...Mai'n To Bas Us Dabeer Say Door Hoti Chali Gai Thi Jo Mairi Us Zindagi Ka Saathi Tha Jaha'n Dukho'n Owr Aziyato'n Kay Siwa Kuch Na Tha...
Jo Dabeer Mairi Khuabo'n Ki Duniya Mai'n Maira Hamsafar Tha Us Ko Na To Duniya Ki Maslaihtai'n Nazar Aati Thee'n Na Hi Majbooriya'n Us Kay Qadam Rok Pati Thee'n...Us Ki To Sharartai' Owr Chohlai'n Hi Na Rukti Thee'n, Us Ki To Batai'n Hi Khatam Na Hoti Thee'n...Us Ki Baato'n Par Mai'n Hans Hans Kar Thak Jati, Laikin Majaal Hay Jo Woh Shararto'n Say Baaz Aa Jata...Amma'n Owr Abba Kitna Khush Hotay Thay Jab Un Ki Rija Owr Dabeer Khushiyo'n Kay Jhoolay Par Sawaar Pyar Ki Peengai'n Barhatay...
Mai'n Isi Tarha Khuabo'n Owr Haqeeqato'n Kay Darmiyan Safar Karti Waqt Ko Peechay Dhakailti Hui Aagay Barhti Rahi...
Dayem School Ki Taraf Say Apnay Teachers Owr Doosray Students Kay Saath Shaher Say Bahar Visit Kay Liye Gaya Huwa Tha...Dabeer Bhi Ghar Say Bahar Thay...Mai'n Gellary Mai'n Khari Oonchai Say Sarak Par Chalti Gariyo'n Ko Bay Dhiyani Say Daikh Rahi Thi...Itnay Mai'n Dabeer Ka Phone Aa Gaya Kay '' Gari Kharab Ho Gai Hay..Mai'n Shaher Say Abhi Faslay Par Hoo'n.. Mujhay Dair Ho Jaey Gi Tum Pareshan Na Hona ...Tum Aesa Karo Kay Julia Kay Ghar Chali Jao Mai'n Aa Kar Us Kay Ghar Ki Bell Baja Doo'n Ga...''
Maira Dil Dhak Say Reh Gaya, Mai'n Sehem Si Gai ...Is Waqt Julia Ka Baita Owr Showher Sab Ghar Aa Chukay Hotay Thay Owr Khanay Kay Baad Sonay Ki Tayyari Kar Rahay Hotay Thay...Mujhay Acha To Nahi Lag Raha Tha...Mai'n Nay Us Kay Ghar Janay Kay Liye Chabiya'n Uthaaei'n Hi Thee'n Kay Raghib Mai'n Door Khol Kar Ander Chala Aaya...Maira Dil Buri Tarha Kaanpnay Laga Laikin Mai'n Nay Us Par Zahir Na Honay Diya....
'' Tumharay Abbu Bas Aanay Hi Walay Hai'n Julia Nay Mujhay Bulaya Hay Mai'n Us Kay Ghar Ja Rahi Hoo'n ''...
'' Is Waqt Owr Julia Kay Ghar? '' Mujhay Mairay Dost Nay Bataya Hay Kay Abbu Ki Gari Kharab Ho Gai Hay...Woh Loge Abhi Sheher Say Bahar Hi Hai'n... Us Kay Uncle Bhi Abbu Kay Saath Hi Hai'n...Isi Liye Mai'n Ghar Chala Aaya Kay Dayem Bhi Ghar Par Nahi Hay Aap Akeli Pareshan Ho Rahi Ho'n Gi '' Woh Mujhay Ghowr Say Daikhtay Huway Itminaan Say Bola...
'' Mujhay Kuch Nahi Sunna.. Maira Waqt Na Barbaad Karo Julia Maira Intizaar Kar Rahi Ho Gi, Mujhay Dair Hui To Woh Khud Chali Aaey Gi ''... Maira Laihja Taiz Ho Gaya Jab Kay Maira Dil Pattay Ki Tarha Kaanp Raha Tha...
'' Acha Chali Jaiye Ga Paihlay Mairi Baat To Sun Lijiye '' Wo Gallery Walay Room Kay Darwazay Par Is Tarha Khara Ho Gaya Kay Usay Hataey Baghair Mai'n Guzar Na Sakti Thi...
'' Ragib Yeh Kiya Battamizi Hay? Hato Yaha'n Say Warna Mai'n Bouhat Buri Tarha Paish Aau'n Gi...Abhi Isi Waqt Ghar Say Chalay Jao, Jab Dabeer Aaei'n Tab Aana '' Mujhay Apnay Laihjay Ka Khokla Pan Khud Mehsoos Ho Raha Tha Laikin Mai'n Chilla Uthi...
Mairay Muqaddar Ki Tarha Raat Ki Siyahi Bhi Barhti Chali Ja Rahi Thi...Raghib Kay Qadam Na'Paak Irado'n Say Mairi Janib Barh Rahay Thay Owr Mai'n Ghair Mehsoos Tareeqay Say Gellary Ki Janib Sirak Rahi Thi...Us Pal Kitna Wehshi Owr Bay'Rehem Lag Raha Tha Raghib...Mai'n Hosh Mai'n Hi Kaha'n Thi...Charo'n Taraf Say Mujhay Aawazai'n Aati Mehsoos Ho Rahi Thee'n...Amma'n Ki Aawazai'n, Abba Ki Aawazai'n, Dabeer Ki Aawazai'n Owr Dayem Kay Ronay Ki Aawazai'n Mairay Kaan Kay Parday Pharay Day Rahi Thee'n Kay Jaisay Sab Mairi Laash Say Lipat Kar Bain Kar Rahay Ho'n...Apnay Sar Deewaro'n Say Takra Rahay Ho'n...
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Jo Sachai Ka Alam Amma'n Nay Mairay Hatho'n Mai'n Thamaya Tha Woh Sar'Nigoo'n Honay Ko Tha, Sabr Ka Daman Mairay Na'Tawa'n Hatho'n Mai'n Taar Taar Honay Ko Tha...Bay'Izzati Kay Kitnay Hi Niwalay Mairay Halaq Mai'n Phansay Huway Thay Jis Say Mairi Saans Ruki Ja Rahi Thi...Mairay Sabr, Mairi Wafa, Mairay Eisaar Owr Khamoshi Ka Zaiwar Dakoo Lootnay Ko Tha...Izzat Par Zaroorat Owr Maslaihat Hi Chadar Parti Kab Say Mai'n Daikh Rahi Thi...Abba Ka Sar Jhuknay Kay Qareeb Tha...
Mairi Bay'Noor Hoti Aankho'n Mai'n Dayem Owr Dabeer Ki Hansti Owr Roti Shaklai'n Gudmud Ho Rahi Thee'n...Mai'n Nay Tareek Aasman Ki Taraf Apni Bay'Noor Si Nazrai'n Uthaei'n To Amaa'n Owr Abba Ki Shaklai'n Nazar Aaei'n..Un Ki Aankho'n Say Aansu Beh Rahay Thay...Abba Nay Mairay Sar Par Say Apna Thanda, Larazta Huwa Haath Hata Liya Tha...Mairi Nazro'n Mai'n Abba Kay Liye Tashakkur Ubhar Aaya...
Abba Ka Haath Mairay Sar Say Hata To Mujh Ko Khud Mai'n Aik Anjaani Si Taqat Mehsoos Hui...Mai'n Jo Hamaisha Chirya Ki Tarha Sehmi Rehti Thi Mujhay Khud Mai'n Aik Sherni Si Jaagti Mehsoos Hui...
Mai'n Khisakti Hui Bilkul Railing Say Ja Lagi Thi...Gallery Mai'n Gamlo'n Kay Paas Hi Shakhai'n Chaantnay Wali Qainchi Rakhi Thi...Raghib Ko Mujh Say Aesi Koi Umeed Na Thi Owr Na Hi Mujhay Khud Say Aesi Tawaqoh Thi...Sab Kuch Aanan Faanan Huwa...Mai'n Nay Qainchi Poori Quwwat Say Raaghib Kay Dil Kay Muqaam Par Day Mari...Khoon Ka Fawwara Raghib Kay Saath Saath Mujhay Bhi Khoon Alood Kar Gaya...Woh Khoon Mai'n Lithra Huwa Railing Par Adha Latak Sa Gaya Tha...Mairay Ander To Shayed Koi Jin Hulool Kar Gaya Tha...Mujh Mai'n Bala Ki Taqat Aa Gai Thi...Mujhay Kuch Hosh Na Tha Kay Mai'n Kiya Kar Rahi Hoo'n...
Raghib Kay Lataktay Jism Ko Mai'n Nay Pakra Owr Poori Quwwat Say Gallery Say Neechay Uchaal Diya...Us Ka Jism Jaisay Urta Huwa Sarak Par Ja Gira Owr Taizi Say Khoon Nikal Kar Us Kay Ird Gird Ikhatta Honay Laga...Mai'n Nay Hiqarat Say Us Kay Bay Jaan Jism Ki Taraf Daikha... Aik Dam Hi Mai'n Bay'Jaan Si Ho Kar Haanpti Hui, Neem Bay'Hoshi Ki Halat Mai'n Wahee'n Gallery Mai'n Hi Gir Pari...
Logo'n Ka Shor Bhinbhinahat Ki Tarha Mairi Sama'At Say Takra Raha Tha Owr Ab Un Mai'n Sab Say Wazay Aawaaz Police Ki Gariyo'n Kay Syron Ki Thi...
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Mujhay Is Jail Mai'n 2 Saal Honay Ko Aaey, Abhi Tak Yeh Case Chal Raha Hay...
Jawaan Baitay Ki Mowt Ka Gham Uthaey, Bouhat Say Sadmo'n Ko Galay Say Lagaey Dabeer Paihchanay Nahi Jatay, Mairay Masoom Dayem Ko Halaat Nay Waqt Say Paihlay Jawaan Owr Sanjeeda Kar Diya Hay...Mujhay Kuch Nahi Pata Kay Mairay Case Ka Kiya Banay Ga?...
Mairi Aabla Paai Ka Yeh Safar To Zindagi Ki Aakhri Saans Tak Jaari Rahay Ga, Raghib Kay Wujood Kay Saath Saath Mairay Khuabo'n Ki Duniya Bhi Maqtool Ho Chuki Hay...Mujhay Apnay Kiye Ka Ratti Bhar Koi Pachtawa Nahi...Sukoon Aawar Adwiyaat Aaj Bhi Mairi Jaey Panah Hai'n...Jin Ko Kha Kar Mai'n Ghaafil To Ho Jati Hoo'n Laikin Na Amma'n Mujhay Galay Laganay Aati Hai'n Na Hi Abba Ka Dast-e-Shafqat Mujhay Naseeb Hota Hay, Mairay Khuabo'n Ka Dabeer Maira Saath Chor Baitha Hay,Mairay Dayem Ki Qalqariya'n Dam Tor Chuki Hai'n, Mairay Khuabo'n Ki Jannat Mai'n Aag Lag Chuki Hay Jis Ki Jalti Raakh Tak Ab Ur Chuki Hay...Haa'n Aesay Holnaak Khuab Zaroor Nazar Aatay Hai'n Jin Say Dehel Kar Mai'n Uth Jaati Hoo'n....
Tanhaai Mujhay Maazi Ka Aaina Dikhati Rehti Hay... Koi Aik Yaad Maira Peecha Nahi Chorti...Kiya Mai'n Yeh Sab Bhula Sakti Hoo'n? Rehaai Ki Koi Aarzu Mairay Dil Mai'n Nahi Panapti, Kisi Shaakh-e-Umeed Par Koi Konpal Nahi Phoot'Ti, Mairi Aankhai'n Aansuo'n Say Khali Ho Chuki Hai'n Owr Dil To Kisi Qabristan Ka Pata Daita Hay...
Mairay Paas Koi Suboot Nahi Kay Raghib Nahi Bal'Kay Maqtool To Mai'n Hui Hoo'n...Dafn Raghib Ko Nahi Mujhay Kiya Jaey...Mairi Zakhmo'n Say Choor Bay'Jaan Rooh Kisi Ko Nazar Nahi Aati...Mai'n Apna Lahoo Kis Kay Hatho'n Par Talaash Karoo'n? Mairay Qatilo'n Ko Kab Saza Milay Gi?... Mujhay To Aseer Huway Sadiya'n Beet Gai Hai'n...Mairi To Rooh Tak Is Aseeri Ki Aadi Ho Chuki Hay...Jis Say Nijaat Ab Mumkin Hi Nahi Rahi...Koi Mujhay Kis Kis Baat Say Rehaai Dilaey Ga, Kisi Aik Yaad Say Bhi Rehaai Mumkin Nahi Rahi, Mairay Muqaddar Mai'n Na Koi Nijaat Dehenda Hay Owr Na Hi Mujhay Rehaai Ki Koi Talab Hay...Mai'n Is Misray Ki Chalti Phirti Tasweer Ban Chuki Hoo'n...
'' Itnay Manoos Sayaad Say Ho Gaey Ab Rehaai Milay Gi To Mar Jaei'n Gay ''
(Written By Haya)[/COLOR]