Bohot khoob Kanwal....well what to say, it's a phase when a person wants to escape from the facts and realities you know, and put himself into hibernation...and when he awakes from such phase, he finds himself in some state of abeyance...pain and agony drag him to the past and he tries to get rid of such pain and agony..on the other hand a little hope attracts him as well ...so he is swinging between the two phases and that's why we see different shades in the eyes of that person...a mixed blend of different feeling.... so indeed you wrote very well but slightly from different perspective....
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Junki
bohat shukriya junki....yeh meri pehli nasar thi...aur mujhey bohat aziz bhi hey....tehreer sey bohat qareeb tar tajziya kia hey aap ney....aapka tajziya hi ba zaat e khudh khoobsurat tehreer laga ....khush rahyeh @};-