 Re: BahaR The TuM...! (Part-4,Last Part) | |
Meri awaz sun kar ami agaye..kehne lage kiya howa..maine inhe khawab sunaya..wo kehne lage Darood Sharif or Autal Kursi parho...ALlah raham kare ga...maine sub kuch parha or tasavor he tasavor main Saqib per dum bhi kiya...ami abhi mere pas he bhete thi ke Fone ki bell hue...maine uthaya tu kisi ladies ki awaz aye...kehne lage Saqib saheb ka ghar hai..miane kha "jee" ..tu kehne lage ke "app kaun baat karahe hain"?.maine kha "Saqib ki wife" .kehne lage "Main laiqat National hospital se baat karahe honn..Dr Saima..ap ne shohar bhot serious condition main hian"... app forun ajaye...maine kuch kehna he chaha tha ke fone bund hogaya...meri samaj main nahi aya kuch bhi...dimag jaise aik dum maof hogaya...receiver hath main he tha ke ami agaye..kehne lage..kis ka fone tha...maine kha .."Saqib"..kehne lage "kiya Saqib" ?maine totey photey alfazo main kha...wo islamabad...wo hospital...kehne lage...Maheen kiya howa hia Saqib ko..fone kis ka tha ?..inho ne mujhe pakar kar janjhor deya..tu jaise mian aik dum hosh mian aye..maine kha ami saqib serious condition main hospital main hian.pata nahi wo hian ke koi or hia...wo tu islamabad gaye hian...ap chailan..abu ko bhi bulaye..,maine bacho ko uthaya or hospital pohnch gaye...reception se malom kia tu..aik nurse ne kha ke.daye taraf chale jaye..waha i-c-u hai..."is main hain Saqib"...main is waqt tak bus yehe soch rahe thi ke mere saqib nahi hosakte...leken jab main i-c-u main gaye tu .jo aik ass thi wo bhi tot gaye..ke wo mere saqib nahi hongia...leken wo mere saqib he the...jinke daye or baye taraf dhairo machines thi...inhe tora hosh tha..mujhe dekhte he inho ne apni ankhian bamushkil khole..in Roshan ankhon mian is waqt mayosi he mayosi thi...mujhe tu bilkul kuch samaj nahi araha tha ke saqib ko howa kiya hia...yeh tu islamabad gaye the...miane inhe hosla deya ke ap ko kuch nahi hoga..halakey main khud hosla har chuki thi...asia mehsos horah tha...jiase saqib ko hamare ane ka he intizar tha...inke lub kuch hiley.jiase kuch parh rahe hon...Mere Saqib,mere azez-e-jan shohar,meri zindagi,mere humdum,mere humsafar mujhe chor kar chale gaye hamesha hamesha ke liye...!
is waqt tu mujhe kuch hosh na tha ke kis se malom karti ke saqib ko howa kiya tha..saqib ko guzre dosra din tha...aur main ise sasho punj mian thi ke koi ladies mujh se milne aye..mera kisi se milne ka dil nahi tha..leken jab inho ne bataya ke wo kaun hia tu main in se forun mili.
Dr Saima jinho ne mujhe saqib ki serious condition ka bataya tha..wo mere samne thi..maine inse kha..mujhe bataye ke saqib ko howa kiya tha ?.kehne lage "ise silsile main ap ke pass aye hon"...aur app ki aik amanat bhi mere pass hia...ap ke shohar ne muhje yeh khat deya tha..ke agar inhe kuch hojaye tu ap ko de don...app yeh parh lain..phir shayad mujh se kuch pochne ki app ko zarorat baki na rahe...Dr Saima ne mujhe khat deya.or maine parhna soro kiya.
Azez-e-jan Maheen...!
AsaLaMu ALaikum.
Tumhe aj zindagi main phele bar khat likha raha hon...tumhe jab yeh khat mile ga...main shayad is duniya main na hon...kaise baat hiana Maheen ke mere murne ke bad tum mera khaat parhogi...maine tum se zindagi main phele bar jhot bola hia...wo bhi is waja se ke main apni ankhon ke samne tumhe taklef main nahi dekh sakta..main tumhe kaise batata ke "Tumhara saqib murne wala hai "...yeh sun kar tum mujh se phele mur jate ya zinda lash bun jate...ise waja se maine tum se sub kuuch chupaya.."Mujhe brain Tumor hia"..aur mere pass kuch he din hia..kuch din se mere sar main jo dard rehne laga..phele tu maine tawaja na de..leken aik din jab main office main tha tu aik dum behosh hogaya....office wale hospital lakar gaye...waha phele tu mujhe hosh mian laya gaya...aur phir iske bad mera pora checkup howa..dimag ka bhi xray howa..tu yeh baat samne aye ke mujhe "Brain Tumor" hai..jo akhir stage per he hia...Doctors ne kha ke aik operation kardete hian..isse ap ko kuch aram ajaye ga...mujhe kuch samaj nahi araha the ke yeh sub achnak kaise hogaya...mere samne tum sub ke chehrey arahe the ke kaise bataoga sub kuch tum sub ko...wahe bhete bhete maine aik faisLa kiya ke yeh baat her giz bhi tum mian se kisi ko nai bataoga...aur phir Doctor ko bhi yehe kha ke mian operation karwao ga...leken kuch din bad..Doctor ne kha is tarah tu ap ki takpef or burh jaye gi...maine kha "jab umeed he katam hogaye jeene ki tu taklef se koi farq nahi parta".mujhe kuch kaam niptane hian..iske bad he opertaion karwao ga...app mujhe waqti tor per dawai likh dain...Doctor ne mujhe kafi samjhaya..leken mere zahan main bhot sare kaam the...jo agar mian na karta tu...aj mere bad tum sub bhot taklefo main hote...jo main burdash nai kasakta tha...phir Doctor ne mujhe dawaiyan likh di...aur her 2 din bad check up ke liye bulaya...maine dawaiyan office main rakhe...agar ghar lata tu tum pareshan hote..main office jakar dawai khata...or wapsi per bhi kha kar ata...jis waja se meri tabait kuch sahe rehti...aur main check up ke liye bhi jata rehta..mera ilaj Dr Saima ne he kiya hia...aik din Dr Saima ne mujh se pocha ke akhir appp opertaion ku nahi karwate ? phir maine inko sub kuch bataya..jo in dino tumhe office ke bare mian samjha raha tha or jaidad jo tumhare naam ki...Dr Saima kehne lage..bhot hosla hai app ka jo itna kuch akele seh rahe hian...main sirf muskura deya inki is baat par...aur kiya kehta ke alfaz tu sath chor chuke the.
Phir Maheen jab tum aik perfact Business woman bun gaye tu mera kandho per se boj utar gaya...ke ab tum sub ko sanbhal logi...in dino mere sar main betahasha dard tha..leken maine tumhe nahi kha..ke agar tumhe pata chal gaya sub kuch tu tum kaise burdash karogi..tumhe tu abhi sub ko sanbhalna hia.
Aur phir maine opertaion ka irada karliya..is opertaion main zaida tur log bachte nahi hian...ise liye maine Dr Saima ko maine apne ghar ka address,fone no de deya ke agar mujhe kuch hojaye tu..tum sub ko itlah kardain.
Main nahi janta ke mujh main itna hosla kha se agaya...jo maine tum se sub ku ch chupa liya.
kaye bar meri ankhon main tumne mayosi ke saye dekhe...Leken main tumhe har bar taal gaya.kuke Maheen main tu hosla harchuka hon...main nahi chahta ke tum bhi hosla haro.tumhe tu abhi bhot ageey jana hia...hamare bacho ko acha insan banana hia...chahta tu main yeh tha ke inko apni ankhon ke samne aik qabil insan dekhon..leken mere bache baap ke baigar he paley gai...Leken main janta hon ke mujh se zaida tum inko Maa or baap ka pyar dogi..kaye bar socha ke tamam zabt ke bandhan tot jaye..aur main tumhare samne bikhar jaon...leken main aisa na karsaka...kuke phir tumhara kiya hal hota yeh main janta hon...Maheen socha tu yehe tha ke zindagi bhur tumhara sath donga..Leken sirf hamara sochna he tu kafi nahi hota na...hum sochte kiya hain or hota kiya hia....zindagi ke 2 saal he tumhare sath guzre ke bulawa agaaya...leken maine in 2 saalon main he pori zindagi ko jiya hia...mujhe tum se kabhi koi shikwa shikayat nahi rahe..Tum aik mukamal biwi,aik mukamal bahu aur InshAllah aik Mukamal Maa bhi sabit hogi (AmeeN SuMa AmeeN).Main janta hon..sub kuch tumhara akele sehna mushkil hoga..leken main yeh bhi janta hon ke tum khud ko sanbhal logi...sub ke liye..isliye tum per sub ki zemedari dal kar jaraha hon...isliye maine tumhe office ka sara kaam samjhaya tha...aur aj tumhe tumhare sare sawalon ke jawab bhi mil gaye hongai.
aksur tum sub ke chehrey dekhte hue khawaish hoti thi ke kaash mujhe kuch or pul mil jaye zindagi ke..leken mere naseb main yeh Mohabatain itni he hian.
ami abu ka bhot khayal rakhna..wo apna iklota beta khoye gia...KaiF hiana inka beta..aur kashMaLa inki beti...Maheen shayad main khud gurz hogaya hon...jo tum per zemedari per zemedari dale jaraha hon..Leken Maheen agar zindagi mian kabhi tumhe moka mile tu apne bare main zaror soch lena..itni bari zindagi tum tanha kaise guzarogi.
Main hamesha aik he dua karta hon ke."Mere piyaro ko kabhi mere samne kuch na ho".aur dekho ALLah ne meri yeh dua sun li..leken main tum sub ko apna ghum de kar jaraha hon...tum sub sanbhal jao gai bhot jald InshAllah.
Or haan Maheen aik bhot khass baat Maine apni ankhain Atya karde hian..Tumhe bhot pasand hiana meri ankhain..main yeh chahta hon meri ankhain zinda rahian...shayad kabhi kahe zindagi ke kisi mour per tumhe meri ankhain nazar ajaye.
Dil tu yehe chah raha hai ke tum se baatian karta rahon..leken ab waqt nahi hai pass...abhi ghar jana hia or tumhe batana hia ke main islamabad jaraha hon..yeh khat tumhe Dr Saima de gi...bhot achi Doctor hain..mera bhot khayal rakha hia..leken meri zindagi itni he hia..isliye inhe dosh mut dena...sub ne her mumkin koshish ki hia..leken diar hogaye bhot.
acha ab chalta hon..kaise ALwida kahon tumhe..janta nahi hon ke ..Murne se phele ALwida kaise kehte hian...
Aur haan Maheen Rona mut...Tumhare ansoo mere DiL Par girtey hain.
Ami Abu,KaiF,KashMaLa aur apna bhot bhot khayal rakhna..Tum sub se main bhot Mohabbat karta hon.
Allah hafiz
Tum Sub ka Saqib
Saqib ka khat parh kar jane kitne he ansoo ankhon se behne lage...leken maine inhe rok liya ke mere Saqib ko taklef na ho.
Maine khud ko kaise sanbhala main nahi janti..shayad yeh sub Saqib ki duain he thi..Allah jab apne piyaron ko apne pass bulata hai tu peche reh jane walon main phir hosla bhi paida karta hia..aur phir Saqib ki Nishani hamare bache or ami abu jinka mujhe sahara ban`na tha.
Edut ke bad Maine Saqib ka business sanbhal liya..Saqib ko guzre 5 saal hue the ke aik din saqib ki ami aye...aisa mehsos horaha tha...kuch kehna chahti hain..leken keh nahi pa rahe...maine khud he pocha...ami ko baat hai kiya ?.kehne lage beta..Maine or tumhare abu ne socha hia ke tum itni bari zindagi akele kaise guzarogi..tumhe shadi karlene chahye..KaiF or KashMaLa bhi 6 saal ke hogaye hian..hum inhe sanbhal lai gia...tum shadi karlo..Maine kha..ami aapp kaise baatain karahe hian..main Saqib ki jaga kabhi kisi ko de he nahi sakti...mere liye saqib ki khoubsurat yaadon ke sath zindagi guzarna he bhot hia...app plz ayenda aise baat mut kijeye ga...iske bad kabhi inho ne mujhe shadi ka nahi kha.
Saqib ke 7 saal bad he ami,abu bhi aik ke bad aik is duniya se rukhsat hogaye.mere waldain ne bhot kha ke main inke pass ajao...leken main kaise saqib ke is ghar se jate..ke yaha har jaga Saqib he Saqib the..inki khushbo aj bhi meri sanso mian base hue hia.
Aj Saqib ko mujh se juda hue 25 saal hogaye hian KaiF aur KashMaLa dono Doctor bun gaye hian...dono jurwan hian tu dono ke shok bhi aik he jaise hian...dono ki shadi kuch din bad hia...MashALLah dono bhot farmanburdar hia...Saqib ke bare mian pochte rehte hian...KaiF tu bilkul Saqib jaisa hia...leken iski ankhain saqib jaise nahi hian...kabhi kabhi mujhe aisa lagta hia ke 2 ankhain jaise mera ta`aqub karahe hain...Saqib ne bhi tu apni ankhain Atya karde thi..jane kaun khush naseb hoga wo jesse mere Saqib ki khoubsurat ankhain mili hongi.
Aksur Saqib ka khat parhti hon tu wo bhot zaida pass mehsos hote hian.
Saqib ke bagair zindagi guzar tu gaye..bus inki yaadian sahara thi...kabhi kabhi sochti hon ke Meri zindagi main khusiou ki mudat bhot kum thi...Leken Saqib ne mujhe pori zindagi ki khusiyan 2 saalon main he de di.
KaiF aur KashMaLa Mera bhot khayaL rakhte hian...her tarah se khush rakhte hian.
"LekeN Meri Zindagi ki Bahar SirF Mere Saqib The".
(The End)
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