its not easy to be me.... /clap5

How can I say to some one?
That I love you,
When I would never know,
Is there some one else,
Waiting for me out side that door,
It’s my curiosity that kills me,
It’s my passion that lifts me,
I have met so many people,
Have fallen in love with few,
Always have left our relation ship in the middle,
Because I am afraid to say I love you,
That’s why I think I am always alone,
Because I don’t let any one,
Any one to come close,
There is so much darkness inside me,
I am afraid to show,
Yes I seem to be happy,
But I am always sad,
I don’t want others to have pity on me,
I am brave but I am a child to,
Don’t know who I am now,
Because my live have splitted in two,
One who is hungry for love?
Other hates to be loved,
One is like a child,
Other is a worrier,
One who can die for others?
Other can kill for glory,
Stuck in between,
A monster and an angle,
Who will win this battle?
Only time can tell the truth,
Because its not easy to be me ....

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